The First One

This is the one that i want it to be written in English wholy.
I'm eagerly to improve my English as soon as possible.
I try to read magazines, Wall Street Jornal and listen to movie or lyrics of English songs.
I've become more active and eager to learn after I'm with Andy.

Andy, younger 2 years than I, studying in Kaohsiung while i'm studying in Taipei.
Knew him through a training camp of foreign students, he was my teammate.
The first impression he gave me was he looks like one of my favor friend-- Eugene.
Eugene is fiver years older than I, handsome, smart, and very childish.
He is humor and interesting, but childish.
Andy has the alike face and feeling, i quite interesting with him, and i was trying to get closer with him. But I gave up after he forgot my name(when we were playing the game of memorizing teammate's name) and his action of taking another girl's picture.
I felt disappointed and no more interest with him.

After the camp, we did not contact to each other anymore.
Although sometimes I would think of nudge him and talk a little, but one more second, I gave up the thinking.
After one or two weeks, I nudged him for asking photos taken by his camera. Twice, I asked from him, resultless.
Then, I asked him to give me when he fixed it. It came to the end of 2007, and i knew he was planning to celebrate the new year coming in Taipei on 31 December 2007.
I thought that time I had to work, so I was not joining him and I saw he bored and I offered to bring him to Maokong.
His first response: Just you and me!? made me angry, as I had no any idea for him, was he thinking I would do anything with him?! Who cares about you? I was just offering you a place to go!
But after that, after some delays(waited for his friend) and some troubles(too cold i had to bring more scarf and I repeatedly forgot to bring helmet and keys, and bought his dinner), we reached Maokong around 11pm.
That's really cold and we couldn't stay any longer then went to YaoYue directly! I abruptly asked him to pretend my boyfriend.

During that time, I suffered a lot of being stared and troubled. I'd like to ask someone pretend my boyfriend then they would not talk about me anymore.
Andy frankly agreed. I was so surprised that he seemed to know about it before, and it's used to him. Well, since he agreed, I just need to act.
Although after all, Penny told me it was so easily to see we were acting, but at least, we really get together.

I have no confidence with him at the first month we get together, especially he told me that what he need is a WIFE, and NOT A GIRLFRIEND, I thought he was crazy as we just got together for a few hours. And the next three days he kept asking me if I would go Macau with him after degree. I really thought he was crazy!

After one month I took a consideration of be with him, for the rest of life.
I still can't accept as it all comes too fast for me.
He just parts with his ex-girlfriend not more than 2weeks, and i parted with my ex-boyfriend 3 months. Will it too fast for US?

But to have this dream and work hard for realizing it, isn't it a good thing to do?
I feel his fear, his fear for my leaving him. And I feel his trying hard.
So I try it too.
Although I'm not so love him as I did for my ex-boyfriend, I'm really trying it, and I hope it will be realized.
Andy boy... don't make me disappointed.. don't make me hurt..
as i'm going to put you in my second place!(the first place is nothing could be replaced FOREVER!- it's my family)